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went out almost the whole day yesterday, excluding night.
had training in the morning. i wasnt as high as JOHANNA was(: hehh. we seem to be fated to be in one team almost ALL the time(: and we're just ALWAYS playing defence. hehh. it's either me or her, who'd be playing either centre defence, or right defence. hehh(: i prefer playing right. i dunno why, ever since i've always been put to right by coach, while playing with MI.
went tiong after training to get fudin his birthday presents. i was very nice okay. i waited for shops to open. hehh. just to get him the thing that I want. hehh. really. i wont mind getting another one for ME(: nadiah and juanita was so nice to accompany me(: so after that, we spent some time in mc'd to wrap his gifts. that tomb's REAL nice la. thanks to nadiah and juanita who saw it(:
i got home all moody): i think i disappointed my family. i've been moody like... forever): i dont know why. sigh. but anyways, we had something REAL nice for lunch. heck. i dunno how to spell it, so therefore i shant. hehh(: but i just took 2 small slices of it; no appetite): then prepared for organ class. my mood got a little bit okay. thanks to beautiful music(: i got drilled for my competition piece): hehh. and my muscles are aching. thanks to the pedal drills. and damn it. my timings were all wrong. and sometimes i cant reach the pedals for the right time. hehh(: nvm. everything shall be fine, as long as i really take my time practicing at home. yeahp.

met kak ida at the bus stop. she was so cute. hehh. sat there with her things almost everywhere. hehh. with her floorball stick and her bag. HAHA. and she sat down, eating mc'd's food. hehh. she was like "this is my luch", showing her fries and burger. haha. then abah came and fetch us, with hakim and yana, to queensway. the parking lot was full. so we had to park somewhere further away. and when we got there, we were all DRENCHED. and i was so lucky to be wearing BLACK<3(: hehh. we ran in the rain(: wanted to get my school bag, hakim's shoe bag, AND mine, and kak ida's shoe. but we only got hakim and mine's shoe bag, and hakim's socks for training. then we went to jurong point to get my school bag. and i got the one EXACTLY like nadiah's. just that it's black. her's is green<3 then we went to swensens(: i ate this chocolate icecream, with MALTESERS<3 in it((: please. it was SOO nice((: but i couldnt finish it. abah helped(: since i helped with his rice with cheese(: hehh. as per normal, i was the LAST to finish the food. hehh.

got home all tired. slept. and now, i have to get ready for religious class): I DONT WANT I DONT WANT I DONT WANT!
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her wrists are bleeding